yupp. for the past week i have been "babysitting" little kids at a camp. Im a jr. counsler and its pretty sweet. we go to the public pool every day and i get burnt everyday!! I cant help being soooo white. My skin is defective to tanning!!!! Haha this little kid even asked me to marry him.lol good times good times

Well im deffinately gonna miss camp but luckily i have one more week!!!! =) yayyy!

      Oh and my new house is almost finished and we should be moving in sometime this month!!!

           yayy its a sweet neighborhood with really hot skatersss yayyy!!!

Okay so friday i went to our lil local fair and i brought one of my friends along..... which i will prolly never do again. She annoys the fucken shit out of me. All she ever does is txt he boyfriend. Yeah thats cool with me every now and then but even while were on the ride come on. Get a life!!! i swear i am running out of friends and fast......blah so besides that all i have been doing is yelling at my mom and lots of volleyball camps.

  yeah im asking again how do i block certain people from viewing my blog?

AND!!!!! my favorite song rite noww is given up by linkin park

        you can find it down there somewhere

blah i just got back from Notre Dame volleyball camp this afternoon and man am i sore!!!!My friend and i got to to stay in the dorms from Wednesday to today and we played volleyball for like 9 hours a day. But it was totally worth it. becasue if i wouldnt have came then i wouldnt have seen all the hundreds of hot in shape guys that were at the hockey, soccer, and lacross camps. Yupp theres nothing like getting to dinner 45 minuets early just to be the only girls in a room full sweaty, stinky guys!!  ohhh yeah totally worth it

   I only get one day of rest and then i have another camp to go to!!!! YA!!!  im going to kill that ball in some lucky chick's face!!!!!!!!

????????- how do i block someone from viewing my blog??

Blahh... so i just got back from playing beach volleyball and i am soo sore!!!! (OMFG there was the cutest lifeguard lol sorry) And it doesnt help very much that i only got 6 hours of sleep last night because i had to watch all these hyper screaming kids at this one camp. 

    but i guess the highlight of these last few weeks was winning some stuff from Cosmogirl magazine. I use to enter the daily contests in Seventeen and Cosmogirl about a few months back but i was getting mad that i never won anything.....sooo now im getting boxes at my door lol. So far ive gotten two shower massage scrubby things and two things of Cake satin sugar hair and body mist. 

 yeahh its pretty tight

well tomorrow i gotta get up at 6am soo we can start painting our new house

alrite everything is just soo peachy!!!! NOT

grrrr im haveing troubles with the stupid mindsay picture thingy. It says that when i try to upload a picture that its not a picture. =(

    I think that im depressed or something cuz for the last few nights i have been crying myself tooo sleep. Yeah pretty pathethic, i know. The problem is that when i watch or read something sad i just start to cry. But then i start to think of all the screwed up things im my life, my moms crohn's disease, the loss of friends, and a whole bunch of other stupid stuff. AND then i just cant stop crying so i eventually fall asleep with a soaked pillow.

    But i know my life isnt as nearly bad as some peoples..... sooo im just a loser that doesnt appreciate anything right.

      >>>>>> I saw Bleach the first movie yesterday with my only trueish friend i have left. It was pretty sweet but it took forever to get the tickets cuzz im a lameo...

Today in school ( yes we still have school till tomorrow) we had are little field day where the whole school does "fun" activities outside. My group of girls had to play volleyball , wiffleball, and then water activities. We did this little sponge relay thing where you had you fill up this two liter coke bottle, so i got a little wet during that. But then since we were the last peoples doing the water activities they let us soak each other with water. teehee. We were all over the place throwing sponges, buckets of water, ha and they even turned on the hose.

So of course this morning i decided to wear my blue sports bra under my white track t-shirt.That was smart lol. ANd our shirts and shorts were sooo soaked you could practically see everything if you were wearing a white t-shirt.  i looked pretty hot haha

      ha the guys were kinda pissed though because our gym teacher wouldnt let them get wet. But i figured the girls only got to because our gym teacher is a PERV. seriously he is. But it was sooo fun!!!

i am in tears now haha because i just turned down food from McDonalds . Haha im such a loser!!

Im trying to tone up for the pool and so my step dad just called and asked me if i wanted anything and i said NO! All i can eat are fruits, veggies, and some meat. (maybe some Ramen noodles lol)

   I am soo deppressed now that i cant have any of my comfort foods..Just say No to junk food.

God this is going to be soo hard.

                                                               Please pray for me!!!!

alright since this guy is the coolest and because i said so you HAVE to visit and reply to his blog!!!

phillywigs 

i swear he is one wicked sick kid lol

 now stop reading and GO!!!!